I have been having more pain than normal and also hands and feet are numbing up a lot. I have started trying to exercise again but my legs itch and burn so bad and I can't even walk after cause they are completely numb. I'm really trying to cope with this the best I can but it is so discouraging at times. Along with all of the normal life stressors like money, job, health insurance I have this constant burden. It tends to be a bit much and I'm pretty over it. I often wonder what it would be like of I still didn't know I had MS. I would have nothing to blame everything on but I would still be trying to figure out what the hell was going on with me. All things happen for a reason but I want to know what the reason for this is.
On a brighter note this Saturday is my second MS Support group meeting, first as the new "leader." I am very excited to be taking on thus new role and have so much I want to do with the five member group. I was looking for a group to attend then found one and it just so happened the current leader is ready to retire. I stepped up willing and ready to take over. I am just waiting on the NMSS to get my paperwork and then I need to do some training. I can be glad that MS is giving me the ability to reach out to people and share my story!
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