Last night I got into a fight with my bf and decided to down some vodka. A lot of things have been stressing me out lately and I tend to put my ms.stuff to the side to focus on normal life issues. I let things build up and then just breakdown and stay broken for a while. I had a bad anxiety attack and since last night keep having them. I was just saying that I havent needed to take xanax in awhile and now I'm almost out. Something triggers a panic attack and then they linger for a few weeks sometimes. It's times like this when I feel completely alone. I know that my fellow MS'ers can relate and that is why I like to blog.
My first MS support group went good and I an very excited about all the things I'm going to bring to the group. The only thing I need to do first is work on me but how I'm gonna do that I don't know......
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